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a month and 1/2 [19 Aug 2006|06:00pm]
eight months pregnant... ready to have this baby!

<3
Michelle
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this song totally descibes today [07 Jan 2006|09:55pm]
I didn't feel so hot when I woke up today
The phone rand, I grabbed it and I heard you say:
"Hey man, whatcha doing right now,
Get off your ass and come downtown
Hurry up and love might come your way."
And I rush and run, I know how to have fun
And I'm gonna do it my way
With you right by my side, you appeal to my pride
And I wouldn't have it any other way

Everything's going my way [x3]

The sun is out and I'm gonna have a good day
Gonna get drunk, oh yeah I'm, hoping you'll stay
"Hey man, whatcha doing right now,
Get off your ass and come downtown
Hurry up and love might come your way."
And I rush and run, I know how to have fun
And I'm gonna do it my way
With you right by my side, you appeal to my pride
And I wouldn't have it any other way

Everything's going my way [x3]

Why won't you ever listen
You don't know what you're missing
Why won't you hang out with me

Everything's going my way

[the queers- Everything is going my way]
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quizes [05 Jan 2006|03:06pm]
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What kind of Soul are you(with awsome anime pics)

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What Alcoholic Beverage Are You? ~Extensive~

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Which Elemental Fairy Are You?

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Where does Your Beauty Hide? Dark Pictures and Deep Results

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What Drug Are You?

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yesterday [31 Dec 2005|08:25pm]
well yesterday.. beka's dad took us to work. i spent the night over there. so i went to work.. it was extremely slow.. so that made the day go by so fucking slow. i came home.. and talked to stephen. and my mom ended taking me over there.. but i had already taken the peyote.. because i thought i was just going to chill at home. but anyways.. i went over there .. it was kinda awkward.. because i had no clue what to talk about with him.. so we really didn't talk much but we did make out like.. alot! lol oh well his mom took me home that night. when i was with him.. i just kept having random thoughts about .. how could he still like me when i treated him the way i did.. and all this bullshit. but i dunno. oh well

happy new years

~mouse
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I wish i had a guy who would treat me like this :( [24 Dec 2005|07:44am]
[ mood | awake ]

Fucked up girl - Vandals
I'm well aware that you are chemically imbalanced
but I'm the kind of guy that likes a challenge
from a crazy kind of girl who lives in her own world
Who is legally insane

I'm not afraid and I'll rise to the occasion
and I'll remind you when it's time for medication
for a mixed up little girl alone in this big world
Who is legally insane

You need someone who's there weather you're Lucid or delusional
You need someone to hold your hand if your confused at all
I understand all the problems you got
I'll stay up nights on a suicide watch for you
Fucked up girl.

I'll be with you until we find a good solution
and keep you out of any mental institutions
Cuz you're legally insane
It takes some patients and a lot of sacrifice
helping a lunatic get through her life
I'll protect you from yourself cuz you got nobody else
And your legally insane

You need someone who's there when you're losing all you faculties
You need someone who understands all your abnormalities
I understand all the problems you got
I'll stay up nights on a suicide watch for you
Fucked up girl.

You need someone who's there weather you're
Lucid of delusional
You need someone to hold your hand if your confused at all
I understand all the problems you got
I'll stay up nights on a suicide watch for you
Fucked up girl.

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drunkness [17 Dec 2005|10:29am]
These last few nights have been supa crazy..

Beka picked me up one night and we got her boyfriend to buy us 40s and we went to his house and got tipsy.

Shaun picked me up thursday night and we went to his house and got drunk.

Last night i went to the mellow mushroom to meet my dad and rob and his mother.. and my dad gave me some beer and a shot or 2 :)

woot!

fun stuff

~Michelle
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last night [04 Dec 2005|01:46pm]
well after work.. i went to ninth st. hoping that i would meet up with rebeka and scott.. but nope.. so i went to the lounge.. and hung out there. i talked to Leroy.. and he told me that little Will got busted with a quarter pound.. wow.. that is just crazy..

so anyways.. Piper, brian, Danner, and some other guy came to the lounge.. i traded danner weed for beer.. so i got drunk last night..
I called my mom and she picked me up..

and i went home and drank.

that is all.
~Mouse
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stephen [03 Dec 2005|04:02pm]
So.. damn.. i feel really bad for putting stephen through all this shit.. and now breaking up with him..

fuck..

i wished it never had to come to this..
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Ugh.. Why does it always happen to me???? [03 Dec 2005|03:48pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

How come whenever you are in a relationship.. everyone suddenly wants you.
And when your single.. you don't have anybody.

ugh its crazy..

soo.. this is what happened..

Yesterday.. when i got home.. Chris imed me and asked me if i wanted to hang out.. i said sure.. because i haven't seen him since July.. nor had i talked to him.. because i really did fuck up.. because i broke up with him for alex.. which is really stupid of me.. but anyways.. he came and picked me up.. we went to his house and watched a movie..he gave me some shit about how i fucked up when i broke up with him and how we haven't talked since..but anyways then we picked up some guy from work and took him to his house and smoked weed. then somehow.. he bought us some beer and then at his friends house.. i felt like i was going to pass out.. i think it was because of the weed.. anyways.. we left soon after that.. and went back to his house.. and chilled.. i ended up spending the night. and he took me home this morning..

but anyways.. i want to give him another chance because i was a complete dumbass for breaking up with him in the first place...

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beep boop beep [28 Nov 2005|11:39pm]
work was gravy.
Then i saw my baby.

~mouse
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well [27 Nov 2005|03:10pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

I started my new job at the Mellow Mushroom and I currently have a new boyfriend Stephen. so.. most everything is going pretty well. Alex has been calling almost every single day.. he wants me to move to myrtle beach with him in January.. i feel like that would be really cool.. and i really need to get out of durham.. i hate it here and i hate my reputation here. Alot of people talk shit about me and i'm just sick of it all.

Buddy is doing better :)

um.. yea

that is all

~mouse

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update... idk [24 Nov 2005|12:18am]
[ mood | irate ]

today i woke up and my dad told me i was grounded.. i was like hell nah.. fuck that.. so i started bugging the shit out of my mom until she finally said something to him.. and he told me that i wasn't grounded.. so.. i helped my mom clean around the house for a little bit.. and then she took me to stephen's. we basically just hung out all day and stuff.. hmm.. i like him.. but anyways carlos told him that i was dirty.. wtf.. that shit pisses me the fuck off. I want to kick his mexican ass.
.. that is all

peace
~mouse

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[15 Nov 2005|12:08pm]
i have no life.
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Spencer! FUCK YOU [10 Oct 2005|01:55am]
My boyfriend raped me last night. We were having a party at our apartment. He and I were both drunk. I was about to go to sleep and I told him that I didn't want to do anything. I was extremely drunk and half way passed out and he pulled down my pants and started having sex. I didn't know what to do so i just tried to sleep.

i just don't know what to think.
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LMAO [11 Aug 2005|02:54pm]
devin : grayson's threatening me
sinkorswim22: why the fuck?
Devin: he told m last night to shutmy mouth, i ruining his rep, and i asked what it was and he said druggie... then im only helpin haha
Devin: and hten i got pissed and told him be sure to hide til im gone and he told me not to drive in fiox fire and american village

sinkorswim22: lmao.. he wants to be known as a druggie.. thats fucked up.. people are known as druggies because they truely are druggies.. nobody becomes a druggie on purpose. thats just stupid
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weekend [02 Aug 2005|08:58am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Well my daddy came home for the weekend. it was nice to see him even though he treated me like.. i'm the bigest disappointment. oh well.. I went to see Thomas in the hospital.. I hate being at the hospital.. it makes me think about Jenny and her death..

getting off that topic..

i really need to find a job soon..
blah

~Michelle

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[29 Jul 2005|05:31pm]
The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now
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[29 Jul 2005|02:38pm]

It’s not that I wanna say goodbye
It’s just that every time you try
To tell me, me that you love me
Each and every single day I know
I’m going to have to eventually give you away

And though my love is rare
And though my love is true, yeah
Hey I’m just scared
That we may fall through
Yeah, yeah yeah, yeah

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thomas [16 Jul 2005|05:50pm]
Well thomas just called me.. he is in the hospital. apparently he had a bad car accident. and he has to have back surgury. omg.. this is just a big shock to me. i really hope he gets better. I said i wanted to go see him and he said not too. oh.. I really care about him and i want to see him. i told him i would take him to mellow mushroom and to Locopops! to get a mexican popstickle. ohh.. i hope he gets better and that surgury goes well..

I love you thomas!
Get better soon.
Hugs and Kisses
~Michelle
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hey [09 Jul 2005|04:31pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

oh yea i found out that Lj got into a "fight" with chad the other day.. apparently LJ hit him twice and chad got like two punches in but somehow he broke his hand.. carmen said he had surgury on it yesterday.. so yea..

thats all folks
i doubt anyone reads this shit anyways..


aight... peace

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